Saturday, November 7, 2009,
Prove me wrong.
(this is for you* - you know who you are)
I regret you coming into my life,
I wish I wasn’t as stupid to even start liking you.
Hell I let someone else go - who was funny, always did his best to make me smile and who wouldn’t do something as stupid as you did.
I feel so stupid to have chosen you.
You said, “honestly.. Im a nice guy,”
Then, why did you that jerk move to me.
I hope you know, I’m not mad at the fact that you made plans and flopped,
I’m mad because you didn’t even bother to text me to tell me you couldn’t - making me feel so stupid. When I say stupid, I mean so stupid that I’ve never felt for a long time.
Stupid for thinking, “everything will be okay, maybe this could work,”
But you ruined it, by a simple action.
You said, “I‘m really sorry,”
But you have said it a lot before.
Sorry for this, sorry for that.
I’m tired of hearing sorry. Everyone says sorry and it always happens again.
Just proves that “saying sorry doesn't make it all right,”
I need someone who will prove that he’s sorry with his actions - that’s the only way.
Action speak louder than words babe, its as simple as that (as simple as that).
I know you won’t prove it with actions,
I know you won’t even try.
You’re the same as most of the stupid guys I’ve dated.
I wanted to believe you were slightly different.
I was so wrong babe, so wrong.
Just like any other, you made me smile,
You just nicely fit into my daily schedule and it was just a good feeling.
You ruined it, you ruined it, you ruined it.
Finally, I could say that yes I was stupid, yes I didn’t love you.
But this time it’s not my fault for what happened,
But yours, and yours alone.
I never stopped caring even when your stories didn’t fit,
I kept in what needed to be unsaid,
But you still decided to prove you’re a jerk.
You don’t make sense, you really don’t.
You always contradicted yourself., always.
I had a feeling something stupid would happen but I didn’t listen.
That’s what I get. I guess that’s exactly what I deserved.
It made me realize that crushes, love, relationship altogether is just a game.
A game that must be played, rough or fair- it doesn’t matter.
Can you or can someone just…
Honestly and I mean honestly. Can you or someone just…
Prove me wrong.
Not by apologies, not by words.
But by doing something, anything just anything by action.
Prove me wrong.
Someone just prove me wrong
Prove me wrong.
Babe, just prove me wrong- and only then everything will be just fine.
7:24 PM